My life being Bipolar

Well I thought I would have Internet back by now, but it doesn’t look that way. It maybe a little bit longer hopefully not too much longer. I order my software from Netzero; hopefully it’s better than Verizon. I really miss being able to be online all day and blog about stuff and learn more about blogging and all the ways you can make traffic to your blog, before I left this blog got around 100 hits a day, I don’t know about now and my other blog was getting over 150 hits a day. I was having fun knowing my writing was being read by anyone that wanted to read it.

Well few days ago it actually snowed maybe an inch that actually struck to the ground, for maybe a half a day. But it snowed a couple days before that but didn’t stick at all. I’m waiting for a day when it snows like 2 inches at least. But not be slick, since the hubby drives to work it would be hard on him.

Though he was talking about getting me a car by February, so we would have a second car incase his car gets into car trouble or something like that and I wouldn’t have to ride the greyhound bus again when I want to go visit my family. He is talking about getting me little things for my car for Xmas, but I told him not to tell me what he is getting me for Xmas I like to be surprised. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to get him something more than one gift this year for Xmas, but I really can’t say on here because he may be watching what I write. Well I think I’m going to make it an early night. I’ll try and write more tomorrow.

So hopefully my grandma sent me my money today. Then by this weekend I should have Internet once again YAY! I may not get paid this next month, but I’m going to work my hardest next month to bring up my visitors and make sure I post at least once a day, and then that way I’m sure to be getting my pay.

Well I slept all day today, helped by some night time sleep medicine I couldn’t help it I was very bored and sleeping sounded a lot funnier than cleaning or watching movies I’ve already watched for the hundredth time.  Though later today I’ve got to get clothes cleaned and the house cleaned. That way I don’t have to do any of this when my husband is off this weekend. Because I know that’s what he will want to do. Since this house is a mess, since we left his grandfather like 4 months ago, maybe not even that long.

Jon may be working Thanksgiving but that’s alright since he makes double time in half, and since we need all the money we can get I’m game for it, since we have to get gifts and I’ve got to have money for my food when I go back to Indiana and pay off my bills. If he can work it then I will be taking back with me 200 bucks and that’s 130 left after gifts and I figured 50 for each person I have to pay off in court and that leaves 30 bucks for food. Not that bad, I’ve got to talk to my mom to see when we would have a little Xmas for when I get there and then seeing when someone can come get me and then get my bus ticket.

I know driving on a bus is going to totally suck but I’ve got to do it. I’ve also got to figure out how I’m going to get my blog post up everyday, I guess I could go to the library, it would help me exercise and then I could go hang out with a friend that lives around there. But how to make sure I get people visiting me during the time I’m gone because I can only get about 30 minutes on the computer which is just the amount I need to write my post. I guess if mom’s Internet is working I can always use her computer. Because I really need to get my court stuff paid off, so I don’t have to schedule my visits with my family around my court dates.

My husband finally brought me my backpack after about 3 days of telling him. I guess its really not what I was wanting but it will still give my some stuff to do tomorrow along with some cleaning and doing laundry. Maybe this weekend I can talk him into getting the rest of the boxes out of the car so I can get some article besides my journal in my blogs. Well I think I’m going to get off here.

So I talked to my husband and I think we are thinking about getting a different type of Internet, since it will be a lot cheaper. Since dial up here thru the phone company is $25, which for dial up is a lot of money. Something we really don’t have a lot of right now, especially with my husband just starting is job. Though I talked to my grandma and she is sending my money so we can get Internet faster, hopefully she sends it tomorrow and then hopefully it here by the weekend. You know going without Internet for almost two weeks is very hard.

Considing that how I’m making my money online so I have can get into a course that will help me make a lot more money and I’ll enjoying doing that plus what I’m doing now, then hopefully in about a year and 4 months we will be able to get this house we have been looking at, which let me tell you is really nice. I’m sure his grandfather will give us a piece of land to put it on. I’ll be saving a lot of my money up to buy it, though if a little one comes in before that, might have to try and get how ever much we don’t have in loans. Which I hoping not to do, because it just better to not having to make payments on it.

 In about 3 Monday from now, I’m going to have to travel on a Greyhound Bus again, a whole 8 hours on a bus and then another hour driving home so I can spend time with my family and do a little early Christmas with them and then be back down here with my husband for our first Xmas together. I’m hoping that I can get some extra money this year to be able to get him a gift and to fill his stocking with a couple little gifts and some candy that I know will hurt his teeth, since he really didn’t take care of them as a kid. Maybe if I can find sugar free candy it won’t hurt him as much.

I’ve still got to get some Xmas gifts for my family, like my parents, my brother and sister, then there is my brother’s girlfriend and her two kids. I guess I can spend about $10 dollars on each of my family, which is still a lot of money that we don’t have to really spend but I can try to get them something. Though the hubby does get paid twice before I leave. So that means he needs to send me with a hundred at least, maybe a little more since I need to pay down some of my bills that are in court.

The money for the Internet is actually suppose to go to the bills at the court house and I know I can get into a lot of trouble by not paying them, but I need the Internet to make my money so I have money to pay my bills, if that makes any sense to any of you.

I also got a couple of my movie blogs done, which I’m hoping that I’ll have enough for the week or two before we get Internet back, same with this one but I don’t know if I’ll get to that, But I’m trying, which is all anyone can do. Well I guess having nothing to do makes you really ramble.

Well things are going great. My husband is a lot happier, being back in West Virginia. Though we haven’t completely unpacked yet, and since the book that I was going to use to get some information from is still in a box in my husband’s car. I’m hoping later today or when he gets up, since we are taking turns sleeping since the bed just isn’t big enough and with my sleeping schedule it even harder to sleep.

Like going to be at around 2 or 3am and then him getting up at 6 am and having the lights on. I can’t sleep anymore. But the biggest thing is not having enough room in a full size bed when we are both big people and both of us being bed hogs, well I’m more of a cover hog then a bed hog. So you understand why I decided to stay up until he leaves for work.

I think if he brings in some boxes or backpack I’m going to work on my story I started like 5 years ago. So maybe I can rewrite to make it write better. Though I may start a new story specially if he doesn’t bring anything in.

So I guess I will just write everyday life with only a computer to keep my company since he is working during the day at the moment and his grandfather takes the TV. All day, so I have a computer with no connection on it. Though I’m thinking about the money that is suppose to go to my bills to be put to being getting us our own telephone line, then I can get online. Maybe they will have a unlimited long distance so I can get free dial up. Which if you think about it really sucks because of only being able to get dial up or satellite Internet, which in my opinion both suck, but hopefully when TV goes digital cable will come out here so I can get faster Internet.

Well I’m really bored and it looks like I’m rambling so I’ll get off here. I’ll talk to my grandma about sending me my money. Hopefully I’ll be able to look online for my information, because since I’ve been bored I have ideas about future blogs but I have to find the information to be able to write something about it. Plus the reasoning about getting the internet up and going is so I can get my money for my blogs.

So I’ll talk to you all later.

I’m moving back to West Vinginia tonight, don’t know when I’ll have internet again, hopefully soon.

Talk to you all later.

Sorry I didn’t write yesterday, but my husband kidnapped me when he got some money and we went down about an hour away to go play at a casino and well we ate about 15 minutes from there and decided that we would turn around and go back home, instead of going to the casino. Then we went to visit my brother and his girlfriend and my baby cousin was over there (he’s only about 4 months old), well I put him to sleep.

Then we went and had Long John Silvers and brought it back home. Well as soon as I stepped in the door, my foot slipped and I almost dropped my pop(soda) and hurt my arm. Well both my husband and grandma were laughing at me and I yelled at them next time one of you fall on your butt I’m just going to sit there and laugh my butt off. Well then to make matters worst, when I went to take a bite of my food, half of it fell on the floor, so I said whatever and went to bed. Well my husband wouldn’t hear of it and started saying that only half fell on the floor, and that he would go get me a new meal and I told him don’t waste his money and that I was going to sleep. Well it ended with me eating half of my food.

And just so you know I didn’t go back to sleep, I was going to but I couldn’t fall asleep and it is now 1:33am and I’m still wide awake and I plan on going to visit one of my friends tomorrow before I leave back to West Virginia. And just so you know I still haven’t gotten any packing done either

I’ve been putting off packing all day. I’ve been watching episodes of a tv show i use to watch all day, plus working on some blogging stuff. I guess I will be doing a lot of packing tomorrow, that is after I do my blogging work.

I’ve got to go thru clothing to see what fits and what doesn’t. And then what can stay until next time and what has to come with us. And I’ve got to get the hubby to help me or most of his stuff will stay here lol. I’m just kidding, but he does need to help me out.

Also after monday I really don’t know when it will be before I can put another post up, maybe it will only be a week of no posting. But I promise I’ll get post of whats happening in my life and about this move and all that.

I don’t know whats making me so sick. I just feel bad, so I’ll be picking up the doing articles for you all when I get feeling better. And in all this we are moving to West Virginia. Which I talked my husband into moving back.

He will be around his family and his friends and I’ll be coming back every three months to see all my family and friends. Plus he is going to get his job back he had before, and well they changed their pay rate which is better for us.

I wonder how all this will play out. Well all I’m going back to bed. Talk to you all tomorrow.

Why can’t I just feel better? I woke up last night at about 2am choking on I don’t know what. Got up and had the taste of Mexican in my mouth, it was the grosses thing in the world. And I’ve been feeling very yucky all day.

I guess i need to start taking better care of myself.  Before I end up like my grandmother and I really don’t want that. I should start loseing weight but I can’t seem to keep the motivation to lose it. Maybe its because of the bipolar, but it could be because I’m just lazy to.

Well I just have to go to bed again.

I went and played bingo with my mother today. Afterwords we went to a mexican resturant to eat. Then I had to come home and make chili. But I really like playing Bingo even if I don’t win. Last time I went I would have won if I would have called bingo sooner.

I’ve also been working on my blogs all weekend. Researching and all that. I really don’t want to go to work tomorrow, but I have to go to work because we are soon getting a place of our own.

For those who read about my grandmother, she is alright now. Thanks for the comments. Guess I have to get off here so I can go to bed early.